I have been around, not here at d-land, but functioning. I've waited the last couple weeks to post anything to be "in the mood" to detail what's happened since V-day till now. The reality is I'm still not ready.

So for now, the last few months will be placed in a black box over ... there ... and I will just pick up here. I may or may not go back eventually and share my tale. I'll have to see if "the mood" ever strikes me. Heh.

So. Where am I at right now? Unemployed. Still going to school. Still have lots (ok all) of my projects around my house. I'm slowly recovering from all the stress at work. Gained about 15-20 pounds. Have doubled my number of sex partners, particularly in one heck of a weekend with a total of 3 guys (Friday, Saturday, Monday). Umm.. yeah, that's about where I'm at right now.

I can't believe it's May. I'm wishing I could start this quarter over and keep up with my studying. Right now I'm seriously behind in one of my classes and the final is next week. Just means I'll have to do my best and go from there.

I got a job offer at one company but turned it down. It would have meant a 15% pay cut plus a step back in job level. I still have my salary continuation, so why settle at this point for something that doesn't meet my needs or satisfy my goals? Wasn't easy, I assure you.

I'm at a loss of what to say right now. I'm slowly returning to the positive again. It's nice to be back.

Mood: Contemplative

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