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Still searching for a state of grace
11:23 a.m. - 2006-10-04


Heh. I have to laugh at myself sometimes. I mentioned that I'm struggling with the idea of "grace" and what it means, and I've asked various people what it means to them. I've gotten only 1 response (from Big Red ironically enough) and I've been a little disappointed in not getting more answers. Then it dawned on me: if I'm not ready for the answer and the understanding, why would I be getting responses at this time? There's a reason I'm not grasping the concept yet. Secretly, or perhaps not so secretly, I was hoping that by hearing other people's views, it would bring that understanding to me. But again, if I myself am not ready for it, there is no reason to be shown the information. Kind of like trying to get a drink of water from a fire hose. So yes, I just have to shake my head and laugh at my own self-importance and once again attempt to learn patience.

On a different note: I just found out one of the cute guys at work who is really nice is gay. Figures! I guess it's a good thing I've never hit on him then. *grin*

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