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I don't feel like doing anything at my job today. Didn't want to come in, but need the money, particularly after finally putting a budget together (now that I have a regular paycheck again) and realizing that I'm screwed come December when I start paying on my MBA loans. Yippee. So pretty much I want to play around, answer any emails or calls that might come in, and blow off anything else. Come to think of it, I think that is all I have to work on. Woohoo! I don't think I mentioned I started a program in September. It's a vibrational health program, which of course most people don't understand what that means. One way to describe it is "mastering intention". It's all based on quantum physics (which the physics/science geek in me loves) and energy work (which the empath/light worker loves) and it's teaching me all the things I've wanted to learn over the course of my life in how to manage and utilize the gifts I've been given. It's an incredible program, lasts 12 months with one weekend a month, and I'm so enthusiastic about it that I just get all giddy thinking or talking about it! I'm in such an incredible group of people and I'm looking forward to each of their journeys just as much as my own. The next weekend is this Friday, Saturday, and Sunday and I can't wait. At least I have that to look forward to. :) One of the side effects, as it were, of the work we're doing is it really makes you take a look at what's in your life and assess what you want to keep and what needs to be let go. I'm realizing more and more that I can't stay in this job, for my own health, welfare, and sanity, for long. I have some idea of what I want to move into, some of the details I still need to sit down and write specifics, but the harder part is not letting that critical judge in me say "you'll never get that, how do you expect to be hired, blah blah blah". How do I know until I try? The real trick is knowing how to present what you have to offer in such a way (i.e. substantiated examples / proof of your skills & abilities) that even without a formal title, degree, or job duties, you'll still be considered and taken seriously. You still might not get the job but at least you won't have your resume/application deleted or tossed immediately. That's where having a network can really help, too, by having someone in place that can recommend you and "put a face" to the paper for the hiring manager. See, I learned something from my MBA degree. ;) Although I had known that prior to my school program. LOL Anyway, I need to be clear on what I want, what I need, and then have faith in the Universe to bring to me what is in my best interest. Now if it was only that easy to *do* as it is to say!
Mood: Eye Candy - 2006-10-19 All my loves - 2006-10-18 What do you mean I'm supposed to work?? - 2006-10-16 Angelic Messages - 2006-10-16 Diary template created by rainfalls. No longer an active d-lander. Want your own diary? |